Wednesday, September 5, 2007

I me myself

One of my friends asked me to write a paragraph about myself. I tried to think. Thought hard but I don't know what to write. Seems like I have lost all awareness about myself. I wasn't like this….

Am I ugly or average? Am I intelligent or average or dumb? Am I happy or sad? Am I a 'good' girl or 'bad'?

Am I cheerful or sad? Am I outgoing or reserved?

Am I becoming very 'closed'/ secretive these days or am I looking for empathy?

Do I really get happy at times, or is it just me trying to encourage myself towards more positive thinking?
And when I feel low these days, I wonder if I am really sad or am I trying to behave sad… The difference between reality and thoughts is becoming blurred by the day…

…I used to be a narcisist. Have I actually started hating myself or is it just a perception again?

Who am I? What do I really want? Where is my life going?

Am I lost? Or have I lost myself?

One thing is for sure, this is not the way I want to be…. I need to find answers for all these questions for… myself.


Manee said...

Work your way through this 'nothingness' for self betterment only. Just never fool yourself...

By the way why is your profile so limited?

Manee said...

well I basically wished that I could have a few more details about you...your name and birthday to begin with... :-D

Voidunraj said...

OMG after all these days YOU just proved YOU ARE A WORK IN ur profile says :)